Who I AM.

Thursday, May 01, 2008
things you will want to know when i’m famous.;]
ATTENTION! :D

things that you soo want to know.

-uhh mm, first and foremost, i pee in my pants all the time. like, if i start laughing really hard... then yeah. haha.

-second, i don't know what the word "foremost" means, i just know that people use it... so, i did too! haha.

-i apologize a lot, for stupid stuff... but, when i need to apologize, i never do.

-I have asthma and i'm anemic and i use those reasons as my excuses for everything...example: alex, open the blinds... i can't... i'm anemic.:D

-I secretly tell myself that i'm not anemic though and I don't take my medicine for it..I don't think that I need it.

-When I use my inhaler, I hold it at least four inches away from my mouth, spray it and try to breathe in what I can, because the taste is nasty on my tongue.

-I think I need glasses but I haven't told anyone because I don't want to have to have glasses or contacts.

-Everytime I give out my phone number, I say the area code, even though I don't have to because you don't have to use it in my state.

-I tend to hold a grudge, but not in the mean way... in the funny way.

-I am told that when my hair is in my face, i look like the ring girl, and yeah... the word grudge reminded me of that.

-I hate drinking, eating, and yes..... double dipping after people. i find it sick.

-Things stick in my mind, and I think of random people sometimes when I do something because they did it once... and it makes me wonder if they ever or anyone ever does that.

-When I am annoyed, I usually say K.

-When people, uh hm... Scott, mention Haddaway... it annoys me, because I wasn't ever talking about him in the first place.

-Oh, and when people AUSTIN join in on the haddaway thing, when they weren't even in the room makes me want to bring a knife to their throat.

-I'm not a witch, Brandon... but thanks for giving me something to laugh about. Now, allow me to cast a spell on you.

-I enjoy telling past stories.

-I dislike the word "aint" or any sort of sentence that makes no sense to the human eye at all.

-I hate when people pull right out in front of you when they could have waited for you [the last car] to go by... and then slow down: but, it's okay if I do it.

-I hate when people act really really stupid and immature: But it's okay if I do it.

-Basically, I'm a hypocrite. But, really... I don't act stupid like some people.

-A lot of people most likely think that I like them. bahahaha. i mean, i do tell them that i love them and i want to marry them, all why hugging them. bahaha.

-I, and friends, go to the middle school and pretend we are interviewing for Red Hot News, but really, we just get the kids out of class and ask them stupid stuff, just to talk, it's rather funny.

--i'lladdmorelaterr.

what will says about me:

BEGINNING WITH NUMBA 1 (because well..that makes sense.). I sometimes look like barney the dinosaur.
2. It takes 3 hours for me to put my pants on.
3. I have alot of hair.
4. I am 'smart'.
5. I think the world is going to end soon so i must tell everyone and prepare.
6. I have a giraffe named pete in my hand.
7. I think pete wentz is a moronic loser that sucks at everything. bahahahahaha.
8. My nose is stupid.
9. I cant blow my nose in front of 10000 people in the bathroom talking about non-important things.
10. I was hit in the face with a bathroom door once.
11. I hate the number 11 (cant believe you forgot that one)
12. Will is married to my mom.
13. I think Will is the coolest person in the world because well, he is.
14. I am going to Japan.
15. I also like Japanese food although it is ridiculously expensive.
16. Sitting on the steps outside is better than going to actual class.
17. I can run around a trailer in 12 seconds.
18. I am attempting to get every color of the rainbow in converse.
19. I have shot myself with an invisible gun very many times, but nothing has happened yet.
20. I dont take my pills.
21. I wake up at random times in the morning and do weird things like take showers at 3 AM.
22. I have dreams that even a person on crack would laugh at and say wow thats strange.
23. I take a lot of pictures..a lot, even if it means taking 289832 before finding the right one.
24. I ask for gum every day, but luckily Will has a neverending pocket of gum.
and 25. Even though I do some pretty weird things sometimes, thats just more to love about me. I am a very awesome person and one of the best friends anyone could ask for.

&&& Will forgot this one, i wish my phone number was 8675309 so when people would call me, i could answer and sing the song to them:]

Losing.

It's like loving someone that doesn't love you,
it's acting as your heart is one when you know it's in two.
It's holding onto the past when the future is near,
that constant complication, that constant fear.

It's something like, checking the time for no apparent reason,
or hoping, just wishing for the next season.
Maybe like, praying for better days,
just because life isn't going your way.

If I tried to explain it, it'd be like this,
the moment right after a slow kiss,
not wanting for it to be goodbye,
but knowing that's a lie.

It's exactly like, a little piece of you died,
and you will never get it back,
it's something you'll always lack.
So nothing will ever be the same,
and there's no one to blame.
It's just so real, and I guess that's how I feel.
---Alex Smith 2.19.08