Thursday, July 23, 2009

Find yourself.

So, basically I am outside. It is late July and around 8 o’clock. The sky has a pinkish/ purple-ish tint to it. It isn’t the most beautiful thing I have ever seen but it has a type of beauty to it. I am listening to the song called Stolen by Dashboard Confessional, and in this moment, I feel content. Everyone around me is happy and that keeps me content with life. Emmie is at UAB, bored to death, I’m sure, and I am missing her. Lindsey has gone to Decatur for the night, but I ate Subway with her earlier. Austin has yet to pay me for Warped Tour tickets and is ………..I am not sure what he is doing because he clearly didn’t understand the question when I asked him, but if I had to guess, I don’t think he is happy. I hope one day he will be though, just right now he may be below “content level.” He said he is playing sega and he enjoys it though, like I said- not happy. Miranda is still a friend of mine, and one that I am very happy to have. She is at home drawing, and she is very happy doing it. A BUG JUST LANDED ON MY COMPUTER AND WENT UNDER MY KEYS!! DAMN. Jenny Love is watching Baby Mama and she enjoys it. (: She is another person I am lucky to have in my life. CJ had to be at Trent’s at 8, so he is probably there, but he went to see Abby first, so he could be there too. And that makes him happy, I am sure. My cat is rubbing her head on my toes, haha. It is strange how kitty cats don’t care where your toes have been. Then again, she killed a bird today, and that is nasty, I guess she doesn’t think it can get much worse than that, and she is right, for her it can’t. How nice would it be to be a cat. I am thinking that I may call Jenny or Miranda later. I really like both of them. I don’t have to be 18 when I am with any of my friends, and I guess that is why I make them my friends. The sky has now changed colors, and it is into a deep pink/ purple color. It contains more beauty than it did 20 minutes ago. The bugs are eating me. They always try to eat me alive, it is ridiculous. “Don’t you want to wear my diamonds?” I am now listening to that song. It is entertaining, and sure, it makes me happy. Goodnight to you, and you. (: -Alex.