Somewhere, a clock is ticking.

What happens when it's time to grow up? Do you know? Recently, it has come to my attention that school may not be an option for me in the fall. If this is new to you, I'm sorry, I planned on telling you. If it's not new to you, then you know how hard this is for me. First of all, because I love college, I love the people that I have found there, I love being on my own in the least way possible. Second of all, because I love that it gives me time, time to figure out what to do with my life. Time to figure out what happens when its time to grow up. I can assure you that I have been looking for everyway possible, scholarships, loans, everything. But, I'm 99% sure that Moulton will capture me, and drag me under like every other poor gossiping soul in this pathetic town. Moulton IS that place. That place that no one wants to be in, but gets dragged into. That's how I feel about it anyways. Moulton is close to the smallest town on the map, other than Hatton and Speake, and everyone knows everything about you. And, if they don't, they make up things about you. It's this town where everyone attends church just to gossip about the sluttiest girl in town and then act as if they are God themselves. I suggest you never come close, or you too, will be dragged into the gossip and drama. I know I sound like I hate this place, but honestly, I don't, I hate what it represents, and I hate that every town is JUST like it. Maybe not as small, and maybe others don't talk AS much, but everyone talks. Everyone talks about someone/something just to get the attention off of themselves. It's sad, but it's the world we live in. You gotta be a saint to survive, if not, get out. This started off as growing up, and ended with Moulton, I think the only reason growing up so quickly bothers me is because without time, I will get stuck here. We can only hope it won't be forever.
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